How It Feels to Fly?

I am so frustrated by life and its detours to sadness. I wish that things weren't so damn hard.  Living is a struggle.  It is easier to die than to survive.  At times, giving up seems like an option to me because of lack of support, lack of love, and I don't know  how to get up anymore.  I no longer know how it feels to fly.

My ship feels like its stuck between an iceberg and a volcano, two opposites but yet so harsh. Life is becoming harsh and its making me feel a bit harsh.  Happiness is gone from me, completely. Passion has been squeezed out from within me.  Hope has left the branches of my mind.  I no longer knows how it feels to smile.

Sinking, I imagine myself at the bottom staring at the suns reflection knowing that I wont get back up.  I might speak as a pessimist but optimism has long gone from the crevices of my lips and I no longer can view anything with a sunny delight. Its hard because I no longer know how it feels to fly.

 I can wish for a smile.  I can wish for love and hope.  I can yearn for satisfaction.  I can want company, need happiness.  But these weren't be granted till I remember how it feels to fly.....


A little help please...

"I Can Be A Freak"

This is definitely a different approach to our lovely Estelle.  Its up tempo, style, and a techno vibe. I am so proud of this song. It's guaranteed to be a hit in the clubs.  Kardinal Offishall gives it an edge also.  The video is dope and   has so many different effects to give it that FREAKY feel.  Check It OUT!

Opening

Starting this Blog Today as Been Easier than I Thought

What was hard was finding what to present as that first topic

So I decided to just do whatever comes to my mind best.

Its a constant struggle for people to come out on top

If I had a little more heart, a little more dedication, maybe ill be there

How I see it, is that Im still trying to find myself

Im still on route to my place

I shake my head sometimes because I may feel lost

I am relatively happy

I am relatively healthy

I am a relative height

I have an extraordinary mind

Maybe the problem of us not finding ourselves

Is us not being able to have a spiritual relationship with Allah

If we all meditated and have a one on one moment

Maybe, just maybe we'd be better off

Independence and Dependence

Sounds like two Opposites but at the same time

We depend on ourselves to feel independent

Dependence is not a bad thing

No matter how we feel INdependent we are the biggest DEPENDENCE

My blog serves the importance of letting people aware of the taboo's

I DEPEND on our nature, our culture

someone else's culture, someone else's nature

to create my posts

Who are we if we don't have no one at all?

Until next time...

Toodles!!